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I'm a dumb turd. It was only today that I found a plugin that allows anything that I post on my blog to be posted on livejournal... so does that mean people will start reading this? I don't think so. Here's my real blog, read it or not: http://scene.kowaimono.net

Posting for the sake of posting =/

Is livejournal going to get better? Dunno. I hardly ever check this site. I also have a blogspot account, too I think.

WHEN WILL HANA KIMI 5 COME OUT?!!?! AAAHHHHHHH*pulls hair out* T.T

It's been like almost a week since I lost my KW blog >< I have so much rage but I have nothing to pour my feelings into, and I feel like I want to strangle something T.T WTF people just piss me off, but that's just cause I'm an awful human being. WTF is wrong with me? I can't let go of this rage, I'm that stubborn. I'm one big bundle of unhappiness surrounded by people that happen to be able to irritate me easily.

Day 2.

Knowing that I have no blog is making me sad, even though I didn't update that often. I guess the feeling of knowing I don't have a blog to put my feelings and memories into is making me crazy and feel insecure. The sad part: I made a really nice layout that I REALLY liked! featuring Duel Jewel T.T Well, I think Wordpress is too complicated for mere mortals to mess with, so I think I need to find a new content management system. I did use CuteNews, and I loved it's simplicity and no need for MySQL and such, but it lacked a lot of features that I wanted that Wordpress provided. All I think I can do is try and find another CMS better than CuteNews.

I am so in love with the Korean Language, but I don't understand a word =P It's the slurs and the flow of the words that I like so much, I realize languages like Cantonese and Japanese have a lot of harsh sounds and well, I'm listening to Korean music now lol.

I'm out of my KW blog cause I fucked up >< not saving files >< DIE DIE DIE! SORRY, YOUR ADOPTIVE KW DAUGHTER IS STUPID!!! OMG I just want it to magically get better, so my hostess doesn't have to get frustrated or waste her precious time. If only I was smarter T.T *sigh* I disappoint too many people these days

There are SOOO many ways I can better myself, yet I don't. I'm just a lazy 笨蛋 T.T And for what?! Sleep, junk food, games that probably won't give me any satisfaction in the end (just a dead brain), and ... TV. I WANT TO CHANGE. RAWR! It's not so easy. WHAT DO I WANT IN LIFE?! I DON'T EVEN KNOW!

Ahh, maybe I want is to do well, all I should concentrate on is school work, blog, tvb/HK/asian movies, anything that can be actually beneficial to me, develop my hobbies more. Maybe I'll feel more satisfied with my life.

Hey there, I would just like to say that I got my MacBook and it's amazing.

Still using pitas: xii_lime

New website that actually has stuff: Orange Tree
Thinking about changing the name, but that's going to cause a lot of trouble....

brushes from Miss M


picture of Bis from Blue Neurose

Sigh. My youth is almost over... How dramatic.

Added a new icon. Picture from Visual Attraction and brush from Glitter Tramp. It looks very nice. I like it. It's of one of the members of Paniku Channel or Panic Channel.

I did it! I finally made my website, and it looks awesomely good. And it can be viewed here. With IE, it doesn't look good and things are mis-aligned, so it would be better to get Mozilla, because it happens to be way cooler than IE anyway. And it is supposed to be viewed with 1024x768 or else it looks big and you have to scroll. There's nothing there at the site yet, but you could look at the amazing layout.

I don't like this, there's too many options for livejournal. I like my old, simple journal @ pitas. And I can't figure out how to make a cool layout for livejournal. [sigh] Well, I'm posting this to redirect the public to here, so you can read about my life there. And soon, I will put up my website address, hopefully tonight. [sigh]